An update would be easy if the real world was easy.
She lays, sofly engulfed in her comfort of livng. She smiles as she closes her eyes and gently falls asleep. Awaken by the sound of the birds and the sun on her face still smiling she moves about in a slow and yet so elegant pace. She makes her cup of tea and ....
Who does that?
Lets try this again...
She lays, sofly engulfed in her comfort of livng. She smiles as she closes her eyes and gently falls asleep. Awaken by the sound of the birds and the sun on her face still smiling she moves about in a slow and yet so elegant pace. She makes her cup of tea and ....
Who does that?
Lets try this again...
She lays in her comfortable bed, but struggles to fall asleep as everytime she closes her eyes she thinks of all the wrong and all the things she needs to do, to improve, to make happen. She turns side to side thinking of how to get from point A to point B. Oh how simple this was, while sitting in a noisey math class in highschool, but real live proves different. She falls asleep after her mind wears her out to the point she can't think any more and the sleeping pill finally took over. Before she knows it she is awake by life. Not by birds or the soft sun, but life. She sits up and wipes the crust from her eyes and drool from her face that only god knows how it is possible to drool that much in ones sleep. She gets moving and rushes about to start her day...
It is funny how one thing gets fixed and it seems like there is little time before something else comes about. Life is life... there is no other way to explain it. It is about fighting through and making your own way and only you can do it for you.
I have found in my years of existance that we have to make right when we are wrong and we have to fight for what it is right. And no matter how much we down play the events - they always come out in the wash in the end.
Well... off to bed I go... the sleeping meds are finally doing their part.
And before I end this (seemingly depressing note) Life is not a bad thing, it is what you make of it... but don't force what can not be forced. Sometimes things arent worth fighting for, and sometimes they are worth all the fight in the world. Pick and choose your fights wisely ... and no matter what... believe anything is possible.
Jessica Burbank-Rogers.
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