I have decided that in my life I have not complete accomplished anything. Yes, my weightloss has been amazing, but I am soon to be 27 years old and have nothing to show for it. I have no children, I am not happily married, I don't own a home, I have not completed a degree, Nothing.
It is time for me to start focusing on my future. I want those children, that happy marriage, that house... But to get to those goals - I have a LONG road ahead of me.
I have GOT to make a career choice. I have GOT to focus on my financial standing - SAVE SAVE SAVE, you can not have everything if you have NOTHING! No Children and No House! So second to making a career choice, is to cut back on spending and wasting of money. I ALSO above the rest need to focus on my addiction to food, and BREAKING IT! Keeping healthy food in the fridge, cooking healthy, and remembering that if I don't focus on Protein, I will not keep losing, with this I also need to start planning out my plastic surgery, and getting that worked on.
I can not have children for 2 years post plastic surgery. So this gives me two years to get my Shit STRAIGHT! Today is a new day, no more negative thinking, negative thinking brings negative results.
So I have the Children and the House at an understanding. As for the Happily married - I know this will come in time, I am well deserving of a perfect marriage and I will get that, but as for now I need to focus on my goals and not what I want in the Near YET DISTANT future.
Focusing on Short term goals - Is my New Goal!
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Your awesome~ness never ceases to amaze me! I am amazed at how in line we are with our progression on this journey. Our nutritional thinking, always seems so closely matched. Thanks for always being an ear and a shoulder when I need it!
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