Dear Diary,
Today makes 19 days til my 27th birthday! 27... I can't believe it. I know I shouldnt be in shock about turning 27, I mean every year you get a year older but it seems like I am getting a little wiser - maybe a little more intune with what I want from life... So a Year older and a Year wiser! This year of my life has been absolutely amazing. I turned 26 and 2 weeks later I had Gastric Bypass surgery. Lost use of my legs, gained them back with a lot of work and pain, in August I met an amazing man, and Novemeber we moved in together to really get to know one another. We have been together 8 months as of April 30th. Our lives have quickly became a web, and I am not sure I care to remove myself from the web.
There comes a time in your life where you have to make decisions that have always scared you - decisions to grow up... decisions to find Mr Right... the decisions on a career, a family, hobbies... everything.
I have been so scared of making these decisions all of my life, and I think that is based on the fact I have never loved myself or thought well enough of myself to think I deserved what I hav always desired...
I have made some decisions - and the results are on their way.....
*Smiles*
Jessica
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