Dear Diary!!
Happy Bday to me!! I cant believe this past year of my existance. It has been the most amazing year of my life. In one year, I have lost all this weight, I have met my soul mate, I have re-connected with someone near and dear to my heart, I have met ms Shawna, I have gotten a good job, I have gotten my life on a track I have been waiting for my entire life. Who says wishing on stars doesn't work ... They are wrong - It does.
The new lease on life -
Losing weight seems so simple to most people, they dont realize the effect it has on the person, and society around them. I feel accepted. Not only by myself... I accept who I am now. I see that I am beautiful and I do deserve a good life. Before when I was miserable I expected what I got which was shit. Now I dont expect anything but the best and thats what I am getting. Expecting the best is not wrong - and I finally see that. Society - What an amazing feeling it is to be accepted by society. I can walk down the street eatting something and no one really looks and stares at me. In the recent months I have been hit on more times than I can remember and it makes my jaw drop. One man even tried pumping my gas and he paid for it!!
My SoulMate -
Yes I am sure you guys hear of him nearly too much, but you dont understand what it is for me to say honestly, hands down, this man completes me. I have never been as happy as I am right now. Everyone says, we are perfect for one another, his personality fits everything I have ever wanted from a man, it - simply put - completes my personality. I am soo in love.
New age, new years, starts at 10:08Am. This year - I am going to strive for me.... Sitting here on this balcony, watching the ocean water slam against the sand I think to myself..... I am making my wishes on myself. I am what the stars to me - used to be. They used to be consistant, always their even if I couldnt see them, I knew they were there so making a wish on this seemed perfect. Now - I can depend on myself. I am as strong and as beautiful as the stars are... I will be making this years wishes - On ME!
Happy B-day to me, here is to a NEW year of bigger and better things, accomplishments, and the second year of my new life.
Heres to being TWO!
Jessica
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